:: Memories Journal ::
The funeral ended today. Everyone sent her last journey off happily. It was grand. splendid. magnificient. I think it's worth mentioning about this event. A very traditional ritual as it was for my great grandmother. Having 80+ relatives pulling the rope linking to the coffin's van(which i just found out through this funeral.), three different association of "guan guan" about 25 people from each association hitting those cymbal and drums. Twenty "pretty girls" holding flower each. Six "Da Tou Wa Wa". Two big knife. One group of band consisting of twenty people.
The funeral was damn grand. rare in local. and there i'm wearing light green suit just like a patient staying in some hospital. Three "guan guan" perform at the funeral for hours, after one association completed another one came respectively. The "Da Tou Wa Wa" is the main show i guess, they were there dancing for 30 mins lol. We walked along the road and pulled the rope for roughly about 2.4km before we took the shutter bus and proceed to the bury destination.
An eye opener during the bury destination. I've never been to such places before lol. Took lots of photos during today. Be it a form of culture or something worth for memories.
::Great Grandma's Death::
shock to received the news about my great grandma's death during my lunch break today. God took her away so that she could be reunite with my grandmother who passed away less than 2 months ago.
My great grandma could not accept the fact that my grandmother passed away i think. she has been in a "blur" state since my grandma's death. Asking her where is grandma and she will be there pointing at one corner in the room. They've been staying together and sleeping in the same room for years. May them find each other and be together in another world.
Btw. she is 98 years old. Plus Minus. There should be no sorrow, it's her fortune to live such a ripe old age.
The sch is bringing us to ADASIA 05 tomorrow. Exhibition of those top advertisement. It is one of the event i wish to go during this design festival. The price of the ticket is much more expensive than the Design Edge. It cost $1700++ to attend the three day conference, ADASIA. Tomorrow is the last day of the exhibition. This course rawks.
ok i'm seriously pissed. i knew there will be people from my class reading my blog and stuff. whatever. i just gonna say it. be it nice or awful. this class is childish, absolutely no spirit. Even simple things like grouping into group of 3 for our major project. we took days to settle and end up nothing came out. Certain people dun want to group with tt certain people cos certain people are just not their taste or whatever so.
Could everyone pls put urself in other's people shoes. Just get a group and settle it!. Ended up i did drawing lots for them to group together, intially where the majority vote that they will group on their own. end up nothing came out. no choice i have to draw lots for everyone. Expected that there will be people hating me, giving my black face and stuff. IN THE FIRST PLACE, why sabo mi as class rep then?. strip my title off then. u can do it.
To me, no matter what group i am in doesn't matter anymore. Do we have a choice to choose our partner to work for our client in the future? Dream on. Open ur own studio then. I could'nt understand there will be such things happening in poly life. when the vote for self grouping won, the minority gave black face and left the studio. when ending up all random draw lots. BLACK FACE.
I dun owe anyone a living. keep the attitude urself.
Enough said. Our school of info comm tech block is having talent time. many "potential" singers were up on the stage at the foyer. including my childhood friend. gosh! the mic sucks and i was wondering how the judges could listen to their voice when the mic is completely unclear and low in quality. But one thing, three thumbs up for them for their COURAGE. u need alot of courage to stand infront of everyone singing like nobody business. i couldn't do it. haha
woke up early today for the "Make your own MTV" workshop held at geylang serai community centre, organised by mediacorp. i received the email of this workshop from one of the mediacorp staff and i invited 7 of my friends to pick up some skills.
It was totally crap!. inside the small room were filled with 8 people including me and my friends and another 3 stranger from other schools. thats it for the workshop. it's didn't fufill it's mission on teaching us abt making our mtv workshop but teaching us how to use MAC computer (apple). it was totally crap. as if we din know how to use such computers. we use it everday ok.!
i'm quite guilty abt inviting them for this workshop cos it's totally crap and we went inside we realised that this workshop is advertise is MANJA magazine. Suria Tv or stuff . . which is highly possible for only races like malay and indian. but i guessed they were shock that there were more chinese inside the room cos we are all friends and from sing poly.
i didn't want to go home so early and i went out with my poly mates to bugis and met anting and zx at 7pm at AMK for our dinner. again i waited around 45 mins until i finally saw them. 7:45pm!
went to have a budget dinner. full and dirtcheap . . costing each of us only $5 . . with 8 dishes (3 pax eating) infront of our table. Every dish is nice and definitely worth the price. we went on going to the bishan park and chatted at the playground for quite long abt 2 hours? building sand castle and stuff. yea childish but i like k . haha. and anting u left a big scar on my hand. all because of ZX cos when we reached the park we saw a long silky full red dress hanging on top of the tree . . swaying along the direction of the wind left and right. ZX was so big mouth to mentioned about the dress when we saw it again on our way back home and anting is completely scared out squeezing my upper hands like shit.
Zx's excuse was nice. "i scared i only saw the red dress and u all never saw it ma. thats why ask u all."
New Blog song: " Never Be Replaced "
nice.
Cool friday. i was dismissed at 11am+ today. Din intend to meet anyone. I just wanna have a nice sleep. and i slept from 2pm to 4pm. 2 hours of cool nap. and i went to have my excercise, BECAUSE! of KFC. i was damn sick of fast food stuff. . plssss spare mi k. poly mates pls spare me from being more anti social if i heard abt going fast food rest again. i will prefer a nice healthy meal on my own instead. seriously feeling so frustrated when i ate fast food and that makes me had the urge to exercise.
i exercise for 1 and the half hours and at 6 i went to meet my mum for badminton session till seven plus. no doubt that my mum is a strong badminton player. however she still lost to mi i guessed =x hope that the 3 hours of excercise will kill the unecessary fat away.
i dunno whether i should feel hurt when some of my poly mates calling mi "SHI FEI ZHU" or teasing me saying abt my "fats" or stuff in a joking matter. but i dun think that is funny actually. there's no wrong of being fat. yea i'm fat. so what? they din even see the "fat" me during my secondary school days compare to my size now.
i'm not trying to be sarcastic or what, yea there is 7 guys in my class, all are fit with bods except me. that doesn't mean that i'm fat right? men without bods are acknowledge as fat? okie to certain extent. I'm just trying to whine at my blog. I'm just trying to say there is a different change between my secondary sch and poly. only my sec friends understand i guessed. cos they rawks. yup. i'm not angry but a little piss =) u could critic me to any acceptable extent but i'm just sensitive towards critics like F**.
oh ya i dreamt of wanjun,laimun and anting yesterday. The story is to be kept confidential. lol nightmare. but i'm sure i wun do this kind of shitty stuff infront of anyone. simple ANYONE. it's hurting. i understand.
Saw Zhenling at KFC while seaching for empy seats and i chatted with her. i knew the reason why she is becoming slimmer. COS while her friends were eating, she was watching. simple as that. and i went to que for my foods and yulin shouted behing me while i'm holding the food tray back to my seat. she was there for her lunch too. and i told her....
hui: eh? hello! Zhenling is also here .. at there (pointing towards that area)
yulin: >_<
that's some how of her emotion. she din said anything but gave a disgusted look. that was the moment i was wondering . . how long could hatred last? how long you gonna hide? simply how long? i told rena abt this happening. lol. i'm not attacking anyone, i'm just pondering about it.
and i finished my lunch sitting at there chatting, i saw zhaoxi. and i called him. he turned back and gave a look at me and immediately moved his head 180 degree back to the front again ignoring mi. WTH. hate u. anting pls do something abt ur husband. getting out of hand and getting very "FENG SAO".
I am feeling fatigue now. lazy to blog anything. this is the 3rd week and i am always like reaching home around 7pm, take a bath and start doing those necessary assignments. i must say that lecturers are getting cooler nowadays. Giving u an assignment today and date line is just the next day or so. However, passion still lies within me. I like it.
Received a participation on a design competition, went to the briefing today and we were treated buffet after that. cool hur*? i sounds like cheapo. haha
Jay's new album track 6 simply rawks. my next ktv song. haha!!
I've got lots of books to browse through for the month. Because it was FREE!. All thanks to two of my friends who snatched it fast for me as i left the Design Edge Hall earlier than the rest of them. Never expected that they did help me to get some gd books. Those books are worth $140++ should I bought it at there and glad that i din bought any design books except for one as we could just anyhow pick those books for free at the end of the whole event. It was sheer luck that the event coordinator was willing to give us free books due to the volunteer work for 3 days.
Pictures will be uploaded soon. =)
Try out this Ideal Career in rena's blog and below is what've i got. i'm dead tired. i was dismissed at 11am today. went for the design edge briefing just now, everything is not up yet, everyone is busy putting up screen, stage , maniqueen and stuff. They gonna spend the whole night at there. rawks. i love hongkong girls. hahaha! will try to upload some pics.
Your Career Type: Artistic 
You would make an excellent:
Actor - Art Teacher - Book Editor Clothes Designer - Comedian - Composer Dancer - DJ - Graphic DesignerIllustrator - Musician - Sculptor
The worst career options for your are conventional careers, like bank teller or secretary.
My mood was utterly spoilt by some bitchy slut girl today. I was in the school's lift and it stopped at fourth level, i pressed the button open for more people to accomodate into the lift, of common sense i will closed the lift after that, it was that moment two girls sudenly ran and came in but i managed to open the door again. I apologised to her though i dun see the need to.
As usual bitch dun appreciate it. One of the bitch was pissed off, she diao at me and scold vulgar consistently behind my back for closing the door on her as if i'm deaf or somehow. I've got the urged to look at her and scold her back loudly but i was tolerating. I was seriously pissed off!! she was wrong in the first place for the "surprise" rush in and yet got the slut cheek to diao at me and scold vulgars at me. Initially, I apologised to you was a BONUS for u lard.
Fuck off pls. Doesn't mean your boobs is bigger than mine and you are allowed to scold me anyhow. Doesn't mean you got that ah lian face you are allowed to discriminate me. FUCK. I've been too kind to such bitchy girls for the past years. I've really learnt a lesson, i wun give a damn abt discriminating ur whole family if i need to next time. If i ever met her again and she gave me that slut look with vulgars out of her mouth, i make sure i've got things for her. SERIOUSLY BITCH LIAN.
Design Edge Conference & Expo 2005!
Three more days.
Marilyn's Birthday Cake. Went to Marilyn's birthday celebration today held at her home. Frankly speaking, i guessed she is the first indian girl that could hang out well with me. be it racist or anything. When i was small, i used to hang out alot with indian girls in kindergarten and i hate to get along with other races except indian. However, my mum stop me. HAHA!!
Apparently, marilyn is choosing people to go for her celebration and that is very obvious when we saw the poly mates which she invited. Again 3 of them. Making it up 6 friends celebrating her birthday including us. What for? I mean she could'nt get well with others? she is that anti social at time. Anyway Rena dun be hurt. It is seriously BORING when we were at her place. Reach there by three and we spend 3 hours sitting on just one small table toking to each other without her presence. She went to doll herself up and leave us alone staring at each other in a weird atmosphere with her relatives there. I wouldn't come if i knew it was that boring. We were so bored to the extent that her brother kept on asking us . . "are you all alright?". How we wish we could get a chance to tell him we are definitely not all right.
Gazing at each other for 3 hours and we had our dinner (buffet) and ya we went off. We were not as so YAO GUI as to wait for 3 hours to get nice food into our mouth. Is the sincere that we went over and hope she try to entertain us at LEAST a little more. She talks more to her poly mates than we do. The attitude is totally different i guess, be it sensitive. But i'm glad that we bought her a gift which she likes.
oh ya thx alot to rena and ant, getting me something which i actually planned to buy on my own. i've really nothing to say but to mention a BIG THANKYOU. I bet that i wun tell you guys my shopping list anymore especially to Anting. haha! no offence la.
Managed to meet rena,ant and sab again at orchard yesterday when i was having some photography expedition with my friends and just pop by to their workplace. Really need some photograph shot as i will be busy next week for something (wakaka), although my back is really a burden to me, it's getting "out of control" nowadays. I was so eager to go up to their workplace to look them up. I was bad enough to throw my poly mates, asking them to go home first while i wait for rena, ant and sab. I'm more than willing to wait for them though is just a short moment . i finally saw Boon. thx to them, i'm getting more social in fact.
Dear Darling Rena Rau Ruo Hui. Pls send me your timetable if you are free.
It's my first lesson attending the elective module today, "Appreciating Cross Cultural Difference".
I'm quite satisfy with the SP education system actually, looking into social matters, my elective had a class of about 30 people, ranging from year 1 and year 2 students. Which means that it's time we get social and know friends from other school of diplomas and even the year 2 students. We attended the same elective with year 2 people. Surprise that we actually took the same elective as one of our seniors which we never communicate before since we were enrolled to sp. I was surprise that i waved to her and say "hello" HAHA! i can't imagine that cos i'm sort of anti social ppl. Talk to me and i talk to you.
The elective is BORING! very theory based. It made me realise how i love creative media design so much because it's not abt theory at all, it's about design and creativity. In the whole long hour, the australian teacher was talking non stop, asking questions like What other countries see singapore as? arrogrant and stuff. There's one joker kept on raising unnecessary questions like " what do we do if we respect the people in the other countries but they dun respect us?"
and something tragic happened after the elective. the building that we were attending were under renovation, piles of tiles and metal sheets were lying everywhere on the floor. My senior wearing her sandals accidentally kick onto those big metal sheets lying on the floor, the impact was great and i could hear it. I've never realise it would be so serious, her toe got a deep cut which is near to the nails, the most sensitive area, she was bleeding away while trying to walk and my friend and i stop her and pass her a plaster. It was terrible and it is so heart aching to see her walking slowly with blood dripping out of her toes. I understand that she was actually too shy to ask for help cos yea we just knew from tt elective course. I could feel the pain that she was having from her eyes but she keep on tolerating infront of us.
Anyway, i'm very excited abt next week~ wakakakak!
Happy Halloween.
yea sch started. Not as moody as i expected it to be. Noise started to accumulate up just like the past. Twelve of us went for lunch at the staff centre again. Named "Food Haven".
The food is worth the price including the ice cream. yummy.!
i was rather annoyed for being nominated to be the class rep. I am not so enthu like secondary school willing to sarcrifice my time, my effort for my class. I just wanna be a "normal" dude in poly. I repeately mentioned about feeling very uncomfortable being the class rep to my cher. she claimed that since i am so FREE, having no cca, recently drop out the world skill competition and i am the best choice and moreover they voted me cos they trust me. sound so amazing. but i never ever wanted to see myself as a leadership in poly. anyway my cher drop mi out as an ICT Ambassador and in return she put me as the class rep. i told her i gonna volunteered for just six months = 1 sem. pls let me off. i know i am giving her a very bad impression right now. one simple word "LAZY".
My year 2 seniors is getting more funky funky and FUNKY now. they celebrated their own halloween day. They brought their own accessories to school and do their make up in our mac lab, it was so funny. one guy wearing a blue skirt uniform suit where the skirt reaches his high thigh area only. CROSSDRESSER haha and he walked around the school. Each and everyone of them have their own funky constumes and we really had a big laugh out of them. They've been celebrating their Halloween Day annually. That is what creative media designer people will do? lol!