I'm not Creative

Wednesday, January 25, 2006

I'm offically sick again.
3 times in a row for one month.

Having fever, 38.5
Simply over work.
I shivered the whole night.
I off the fan and covered myself with blanket.
It was still cold.
SIAO.

Imagine the time spent facing the computer,
is much more than the time i spent for sleeping.

recently, 13hours computer usage per day.

Dun just judge by what you see presently.
Dig the past and you will understand how i felt or even the whole situation.

Talk to me only if you are perfect.
I bow and accept your judgement.







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Monday, January 23, 2006

Been thinking about it. I guessed i will say it sometimes later.

I so wanna rest.

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Saturday, January 14, 2006

Majority of the assignments are extended. The lecturers are not cruel.

Assignments!
1) Tvmobile website - 19th Jan
2) Tvmobile flash games - 19th Jan
3) Tvmobile presentation - 24th Jan
4) 500 shots of photography - End of Sem
6) Typography - 26th Jan
7) Design Thinking - 2 more weeks?
8) HCD Batam field guide - 20th Jan
9) HCD Bridges Flash - 27th Jan

January Rawks big time.

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Tuesday, January 10, 2006

I'm seriously getting fatigue again and over again ever since i joined DCMD. Joined DCMD and ya will know.

This is the worst period i am going through so far. Worst than Os. Worst than Study Leave. Worst than PSLE. Nothing could be worst and comparable.

"took half of our life to create one dummy game. took half of our brain to create one dummy site.
The final project took 60% to kill us."

Week 11 (right now)
Week16 ( big vacations)

Assignments -----> S _ _ _ _. Would you like to buy a vowel? =)
.
I thought of Foo Fang Shiuan suddenly. Worth mentioning. =)

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Saturday, January 07, 2006

Back from Batam.

In fact i din had a very good impression of batam before i went there.
But it totally changes when i was there.
I miss batam. =)
I miss those kids.

It really make me realise how fortunate we Singapore kids are. We are precisely spoilt to the core and to the bits. No offence. We are totally spoilt. Simply.

Was brought to the fishing village, everyone leads a simple and tradition life. Kids wandering everywhere, barefooted, without clothes, or worst just panties. I was surprised that the kids were damn friendly, they were the one who took the intiative to say "Hello". Just a simple word and i can't say it out in the first place. Utterly Disgrace.

I wun forget their smiles when i bought biscuits for them.
I wun forget their expression when i took photography shots for them.
I wun forget the moment when i show them my camera's lcd screen and they saw themselve inside the screen.
I wun forget their curiousity towards camera.
I wun forget how they chase behind the bus bidding goodbye to us.
I wun forget having quite a while conversation with one of the kids where he asked what's my name and he told mi his. I simply say "study hard" and he was touched to a big extent judging from his expression.

Went to the wet market, you could never ever imagine the huge difference between Singapore and Indonesia. The stench was everywhere. Stench = Singapore's Rubbish Chute which are located at every block with a big black container.

The stench was diffused at the market, one pathetic path for both passengers and motorcyle usage. The width is somehow half of my room then. Rotten vegetables were everywhere. Puddles of sewage of water was everywhere. Imagine those sellers sitting on the road selling their groceries on the floor. "SUCK" is what i had to describe. But it really shows how fortunate we Singaporeans KIDS are. At least i am willing to bear the atmosphere at there haha.

As usual the people were damn friendly, out of nowhere the hawkers shook hand with me and were all so "HIGH" to ask for photography shots of them. They even gave us bananas. lol! We were somehow like stars at there where everyone smiles and look at us. Shaking hands. Too bad lack of autography session. haha

I am depressed over my drawings that i drew at there. We drew night drawing where we drew in the dark without any source of light. Acrylic painting and stuff. None of my drawings turn out well. I simply can't draw and i could say i am the worst among the 2 class. Drawing is not my friend. Design is. I felt so disgusted when i had to put my drawings on the floor with the rest and have a critic session on our drawing. i felt disgusted by my drawings. lol.

Gonna have my own photography site soon. will post the photos that i took in batam at later date =)

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Monday, January 02, 2006

Happy new year everyone! i knew its abit late though. cos i'm am packed with those f**k up projects. I am not going to lay any fingers on those right now. Sounds hero, precisely i'm going batam in about 7 hours time. I'm not gonna touch those in batam. Gonna fail it cos the submission is due after i came back.

My new year's resolution:

1) GROW UP!
2) Less Fats
3) Be brave to say no at circumstances.
4) Pack my room during my big vacations.
5) Good health for family and close friends. (normal friends doesnt need my precious health wishes =)
6) Piercing? (Hohoho)
7) Save $1 everday.
8) Good Grades

2006, we celebrated the countdown at Esplanade, can't imagine we successfully squeeze into the crowd of 16 000 people. We cant catch any breath ever since we alighted at City hall station. It's all worth while though. The fireworks is fantastic. Chilled at PS's starbucks to around 3am and went home.

Met my primary school friend. for 6 years we never take the initiative to meet each other for god sake, but we did had conversation in sms and msn and i met him during the countdown. Remember the days he is our brother that protects the class and bully some of the other's class. haha and ya the world is small.

Doing last minute packing haha.

Off to batam. Night*


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