I'm not creative

I've moved!

2008-03-24T23:46:00.000+08:00

http://imnc.wordpress.com/

Blogger should hate me like shit if they saw this entry.

Selling his whole life in Ebay

2008-03-20T22:34:00.012+08:00

The 44-year-old Briton, who emigrated to Perth in Western Australia six years ago, is going to put up his entire whole life for sale. And when he says everything, he means everything. The sale includes his house and everything that is within the house, his car, his motorbike, even his friends and his job (in a rug store), dependent on a two-week trial period. It is all up for sale. No doubt.

Then there is all the equipment that goes hand in hand with his outdoor, adventurous lifestyle: kite-surfing gear, bodyboards, a mountain bike and a skydiving outfit. The package, thought to be worth at least A$500,000 — or £230,000 — is a pretty attractive one for anyone open-minded enough to believe they can purchase themselves a ready-made life and seamlessly pick it up where he leaves off.

Just because of a painful breakup with his wife and he wants a fresh start after realizing that most things in his current life remind him of the relationship he had with the wife of five years whom he broke up with more than a year ago. A life for sale and i thought it was pretty interesting to do that.

So when the auction is over he will take his passport to the airport and buy a ticket on the first flight out of there, wherever it is going.

Life Before Death

2008-03-19T00:07:00.003+08:00

So i just watched Silent Scream on Channel U. A life documentary of a cancer patient that reached the advance stage of cancer, accepting the fact of dying, about his will, educating his family, the battle period, the arrival and facing of death, till the day he left this world with the funeral march. Everything is documented.

It taught me the precious of living in this world again.

2008-03-13T22:29:00.002+08:00

So, i finally got myself a face book.

2008-03-03T23:10:00.011+08:00

Everything ended well and nice. Three years of companion, ups and down, emotions and memories brought everyone back together at the closure ceremony. The front platform was filled with all random emotions, throwing of lanyards up high, cutting the cake and the popping of champagne. Witnessing the setting up of the exhibition and tearing down of it leaves a pretty unbearable feel. Im glad that our efforts paid off.

The Closing Ceremony will be one of the greatest shows of our life.
We are the 101 creatives and let's be inspired by the new race.

2008-03-01T00:47:00.001+08:00

28th Feb - 2nd Mar

2008-02-20T23:59:00.000+08:00

2008-02-13T23:36:00.004+08:00

So i actually deliver a commentary on a bus driver online, the bus that i took home from after my dinner with friends. The politeness of him is so much to the extent that all the boarding passengers would greet him back before and after alighting. Not kidding but all the passengers filled their face with smile to the driver. "Welcome on board" "Have a nice day!" It sounds abit too weird, save it for the air stewardess. But it makes a great difference for the travelling.

2008-02-11T23:06:00.000+08:00

6 days of rest. Count it as a good rest to prepare for the short journey to 28th feb. Things are different right now and festive occasions seems nothing to me. Lots of good gatherings with relatives, sec and poly friends. I wish i can take things back to two years ago but probably not cos i've never regret anything that happened two years ago. Random thoughts though.

2008-02-07T14:45:00.000+08:00

2008-02-06T00:10:00.000+08:00

Everyone thinks I'm high today. I msned them out of the sudden. Why? Cos Im free for a moment! One, two, three, four, five days!

2008-01-29T23:36:00.000+08:00

PLASTIC. Yea they are just so.

2008-01-13T21:58:00.000+08:00

Sabrina's birthday celebration is totally awesome! We laugh our lungs out and its a long time we had so much laughter with close gathering together. Let's remove those colors and reminisce our good old student days. It is Sabrina's day, but im just afraid that there's lot of limelight stealers below, for example like . . .

THIS? But she's still uncomparable to . . .

THIS ONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

She's basically came down from one of the remote hills and attended this party.

Phototaking Session in correspond with the Exchange Progamme 2008. Look at that trendy basket and her stiff posture. Ya she's the only one holding something. HA!

Candid Shot.

We were told from the girl (row 1 second from the right) that those who don't usually smile looks better than anyone else. Apparently we all followed her logic. Part time model, feel free to pick anyone.

Our All-Time-Favourite "MOK MOK", playing hide and seek in the dark. We just have this adrenaline rush whenever we play this game. Our favourite time.

Back to this girl again. Her first friend in life.

Second . . .

Third. . .

and so on . . .

All thanks to her that she actually took the initiative to bring me down the hill to attend this exchange programme. HAHA!

More shots to go . . .

Look at her face, apparently she's jealous that im also a limelight after all. She shouldn't bring me down.

ENDING SHOT

4 years ago . . .

2008-01-10T14:44:00.000+08:00

Counted the last second of 2007 with two awesome bitches at Hongkong. Now it's the 10th day of a new year, not too late to have resolution, so let's stay happy and healthy always.

It's a blessing to have good friends and family around.
Don't you think so?

2007-12-24T16:35:00.000+08:00

TGIXMAS! Thank god it's xmas! It's something we will look back to when we are graduated from the course. Party that gathered the year 1, 2, 3 and "4"s. A farwell party that marks the ending of our final year soon. =). Truly appreciate what you guys had done and absolutely touch by the video and not to forget about the dance performance that makes me had goosebump all the way! ha. Thank you juniors and so let the videos and pictures do all the talking! May such spirit remains.

Bye Singapore!

2007-12-14T23:07:00.000+08:00

Everything is not going on the right way! My computer crashed at 2am the next second after i backup into my hard disk. It sort of disrupted my sleep for the whole night cos there's ton of stuff i didn't manage to backup and this morning my harddisk crashed on me too! Even technology is trying to put me in a difficult position during this crucial time.

Seriously need to do triple backup if you need to and i still prefer CD-Rom. The best storage device, minimum damage and durable. I didn't know i have to submit all my fyp deliverables on monday. Thank god i went to sch today. Ali Lu Yah.

2007-11-29T23:29:00.000+08:00

Rap done by the senior management of Singapore's Media Development Authority
"Yes,yes y'all. We don't stop. Get creative, can do, rock on!"

2007-11-28T00:51:00.001+08:00

I've no idea how i managed to get through the past weeks neglecting simply everyone and just be a loner in some busy thoughts of mind, rushing for fyp etc. Project 1,2,3,4,5,6,7 . . . coming home at 8,9,10,11,12am . . .hours of sleeping that lasted just for 3,4,5,6 hours and finally an overnight in school. I learnt great stuff and exposures in doing big banners and i mean real BIG, having lots of kicks and fun with the juniors and "sugar daddy" ha. The chanting for food when we actually got so uptight with work that we literally miss our dinner till the midnight.

Everything is not ending for now. Three weeks before the FYP 2nd interim arrives. One month before the portfolio submission arrives. Gradshow dot dot dot. I've set my mind. I can't satisfy everyone since things are getting very subjective and sensitive when we talk about design. Just gonna get on to my own and do my part with best effort in it.

I tot i was dying when i saw two images in the middle of the road. Everything just got brighter and near to white. That's when i sat down in the middle of nowhere and refresh myself on when's the last time i really had a good rest. Health is the issue we are talking about. Rest well all my mates. Rest well Jovan.

2007-11-24T14:10:00.000+08:00

Thank God It's Wednesday!

The Shutter Showcase
SO COME ON DOWN TO HIVE ON THE 28TH NOVEMBER, 6PM!
AWAIT THE MAGICAL WIZARD OF LIGHTS! (:
revive the coffee-table book glory days and feast your eyes with advertising campaign ads!

2007-11-21T13:12:00.000+08:00

NO Time NO Time NO Time NO Time NO Time NO Time
=
"No Entry"

I don't differentiate between weekends and weekdays anymore. Isn't it a good thing or a bad thing. =)

LAIR OF THE DAMNED ZOUK HALLOWEEN 2007

2007-11-09T23:12:00.000+08:00

Kind of a late entry post, our first virgin halloween were celebrated at Zouk. The whole preparation during that particular week were fun and hilarious, especially when we were choosing our costumes at the Masquerade. Those weird clothings drove us crazy but restless at the later part.

All the girls turned out to be pretty devils, nurse and wednesday. Cy and I became so freaking ugly that we thought of giving that party a miss when we started to paint our face real white at Sab's house. We dressed sinfully and assumed that we were the ugliest freak if we were to go to zouk but surprisingly we can't compared to some "special" people for nuts. We were trembling in horror.

Nothing beats the Halloween party i guessed. It's a day where we can choose who we want to be and gathered together all in one place at one time! No longer putting up our typical singaporean attitude and get over with the anti social barrier, taking pictures with strangers that were real cool and creative in their dressings. We doesn't need any formal introduction but the camera helps it all. It's a fact that we looked absolutely like freaks but that's quite a good theme that involve the two of us, quite prominent at zouk ha. "The sinfully straw-hat ghosts holding a straw fan."

It's the preparation process that i enjoyed much about. So when all our pretty girls were taking their own sweet time, Cy and I were actually done with our make up and stuff. We started being lame and posed for some ghostly position at Sab's house. Our faces were real stiff when the face paint were on us.

Here are the winners of
“Lair of The Damned” – Zouk Halloween 2007
Most Creative Costumes

The winners who got into the 1st deserve to have that pair of Greece tickets. The rest of the winners were like unexpected? Well they were good but Im sure there were much more better creative dressings out there. Mario! 1 taoist + 16 zombie! Michael Jackson! We shall come out with a good theme for the next halloween and grab those prizes.

2007-11-02T23:43:00.000+08:00

I'm literally worn out physically and mentally! Practically this whole week, I've been sleeping at only 4am for the past few days working on stuffs to present the best that i can to the six cool dude lecturers (though quite disappointing to myself) and of course to package and promote myself. It revolves back about having the luxury to sleep. YES sleeping is a luxury to all designers anyway.

The help-on filming for my good friends are awesome! It's been a long time i had my butt on the basketball court playing just with some newly made friends from DMMT. I admit i don't socialise with new people real well and i'm working on it right now.They can play seriously well and it's a good way to sweat ourselves out and continue the filming though our hair and dressing turned up to be outrageously messy. Everyone's in a drastic concussion state after the 9th hour filming. I know i complained quite a bit about it. ha. Though I enjoyed myself and immersed with those NG scenes that got myself high.

Something that's going to traumatise me seriously for my life time? Saw some clothings which you don't expect to see them having bacteria, virus, algae, fungus, green moss, little dots, polka dots, greenery anything you call it that relates to being unhygiene. Completely stunned by giving crude remarks like "WAH LAU EH SEH GOR AH?" (mouldy). Im not going to say what i saw but it's completely disgusting and i have the propensity being traumatise by it. Please look into your hygiene everyone =)

HeyBaby! Event tomorrow. Depriving for 8 hours of sleep and it's a hectic week.

2007-10-30T23:14:00.000+08:00

Im back to my vinyl toy collection trade again and it's highly addictive. I read up alot on how that specific vinyl collection brand evolve out into the market. The consistency of the design theme to make sure that they doesn't lose their style out after years.

I used to think that vinyls are manufactured for the sake of just being visual appealing and cool. However, so much so for the reasons and conceptualising that makes the price for one piece jacking up to like hundred or even thousand of dollars when it's limited. It's just a merely 2inch vinyl and you certainly have to pay a good price for that.

Im addicted.

2007-10-21T21:58:00.000+08:00

2007-10-13T01:01:00.000+08:00

" DCMD Yr3 COHORT SENTOSA OUTING"

UNDER MY UMBRELLA ELLA ELLA EH EH . . .

2007-10-06T15:13:00.000+08:00

Maybe suicidal is the best way to take away the unbearable pain and the long consistent awaiting suffering days before you are at your death bed taking your last breath. An easy way to end it but ain't going to be easy for the kins around you. What's more when the family had suffered two bereavement.

Your son took the wrong suicidal step 3 years ago leaving his wife and two young kids, you as his dad, i remembered clearly what you had said infront of the funeral rites during the visitation. "Why did you do that" You've been repeating it and weeping quitely. The pain and agony of his death with the age of just the beginning of 30s.

I remembered your wife, my aunt, shouted before he's being carried away using the bier. " Be a good man in your next life". The pain and verge of collapsing down when she never expected such suicidal thoughts had took over his mind. The brittle body was found lying on the basement concrete which she refused to admit over her son's death.

There's never ending pain and the cruelty of life. It's a game. God seems to commit lots of foul play in the match. The human game is abused and it continues.

Their daughter, my cousin, managed to rescue her heart beat back after a tough fight from the Hades, being diagnosed with myasthenia gravis early this year and there after you yourself diagnosed with cancer. Never will one thought that you choose the same path as your son. Why did you do that? its revolves back. You could do so much more things during your last six to nine months with my aunt and family, let them fulfill their wish on the stuff they almost wanted to do with you together or even miracles does happen.

Facing the fact that their life is coming to an end is beyond what a healthy human can think of.

I'm proud of you mum. Your bravery outweighs anyone else.

2007-10-03T23:34:00.000+08:00

The Launching of HIVE STUDIO

2007-09-27T22:33:00.000+08:00

Six week of holidays are gone and now it's the last semester of my whole entire poly life before it is coming to an end. A good end?

The past few weeks had been fulfilling! Witnessing a romantic proposal, freelance, the never ending grad meetings, SMRT Challenge, overnight Majong, the surprise birthday cum steamboat celebration, mediacorp event helper, the recent mooncake festival where special people gather for this special occassion annually and the Hive party that took place yesterday.

I like the HIVE party. It's HIVELY remarkable for the juniors to revamp our whole design studio with just a number of days. The ambience is seriously good. Thumbs up for the team spirit and it makes me think about the following gradshow that is coming up.

Everyone's talking about FYP. I wish to talk about the Gradshow then, it's not going to be a one man show! Let's get our asses together and make it a great one. I know you wouldn't want to neglect your FYP and the committments you have. I wouldn't want to neglect my FYP either. Put that bonding gesture and work the gradshow out together.

We are highly excited about the prize when we knew we are the shortlisted in the Nexgen Studio Competition but the 2nd prize PSP morphed into a Gameboy Advanced. Freaking sad case! They owe us an explanation? ha. Its perfectly fine though cos im not a game addict anyway.

SMRT CHALLENGE.

2007-09-20T23:21:00.000+08:00

I did a flash video collage but im sick of the failure in uploading it to this blog. It resulted of this super late post that took place like 3 weeks ago. That's the original video above.

Ah, love! Romantic moments are usually seen on tv, with the couples hanging out somewhere and doing all kinds of play and acts to get down to their proposal business. Much like a fairytale on tv though.

Nothing stirs the heart of a entry like this more than love. The most wonderful thing about love is in fact that it's gestures needn't be big but it should be IMPACTFUL! Just like this one. Ive got a cool bro.

At that point of time, it was as though you were watching some korean drama show and you just felt like weeping utterly by the whole scene and hoping someone will be there to fetch you with some dry tissues. The girls over there had those symptoms. I'm not as bad as them, my whole hair literally potruded out and extended to the maximum. It was touching. Rooooooomantic. They proposed in the underwater world! How many coins you actually have to throw to wish your boyfriend did the same thing to you? ha! you have to fill up the whole wishing well i guessed.

A formal proposal after the dive.

Good bunch of people to be with. They aren't that mature as what I thought after all. ha!!
My brother set a bench mark for my future proposal. He did it in water and i gonna do it in air then. Parachute.

2007-09-11T22:57:00.000+08:00

I was at the AMK bus stop waiting to board the bus and apparently it was weird that everyone is looking at me thoroughly with that abnormal expression swaying from left to right. I thought my head was bleeding and i started touching my forehead all over or better, there might be a bird shit landing on my head or something.

Not at all did i realise that i was actually blocking their vision on that "Real-Time Bus Arrival Information panels" until i turned myself around and saw this big panel flashing right infront of me. " NO MORE HELL LONG WAITING TIME" just came upon me. Simply an advatange for a bus freak like me who prefers to take bus to my destination daily although the MRT proves to be more efficient, but i don't think the MRT-users are that friendly in a way. The boarding users are so reluctant to give way to the passengers coming out from the cabins and one thing they are only good at is to sarcrifice themselves by squeezing against the outcoming passengers and dash into the cabins to ease the oncoming heavy crowd behind . One word KIASU.

Sad thing to said that they will be installed at 30 bus stop though.

Results will be release tomorrow. Hopefully i won't see a fail grade on my flash module. It will kill me right away if i have to repeat that damn module.

2007-09-09T23:26:00.000+08:00

It was held at marina mandarin hotel and it simply reminded me of the good old prom night day that was held over there. It was the same venue! The same old ballroom where the awards was being held. I remembered that was the very first time i dance so crazy in the crowd with my nerdy specs. Till now I never understand why i still have good friends aound mi at that point of time because of my cool nerd gig appearance. Put it this way, they have a KIND heart haha!

This hotel left me with luck and memories, be it superstitious or anything. However, i wasn't feeling good during the awards ceremony cos im having that severe food poisoning all thanks to Sakura Buffet. I miss out all the sumptuous delicacies over there and my mood wasn't into the ceremony at all but to my stomach. Winning awards heals all the bad stuff though haha. The ceremony was nervous and shocking enough.

She's always the first to know my achievement and share my joy with me without fail. I miss you. I've got tons of things to update you.

Print/Press (Newspaper & Magazine) - Silver
Posters (Non Transit) - Bronze
Experimental Photography - Finalist

Hope im not late. Congrats to all the Winners and Finalist. Way more to go next year =).

2007-09-04T22:27:00.000+08:00

I played an online game . . .

The Game Role as a Beeper to censor the profanities in the game. . .eg. !@#$% #@$^&@#

Scored a high score.
56/60

and submitted to the high score board.

But my name wasn't reflected on the board due to bugs.

One month later...

I received a call.

That's where i landed myself on this boo boo yet a worth event. Top 5 scorers to compete on another new game for that one pair trip to Tokyo for free.

Venue: MOS hosted by Vj Denise and Colby

3rd Prize: Samsung YP-K3!

The whole competition is not put in a clean fair way which i thought the allocation of how we are going to compete is pretty a chaos and not professional at all (very lame actually). Imagine there's still repeated awkward NG scenes during my part to compete the game. The online game that i played is much more professional than the live event at MOS. I mentioned earlier that it's a boo event but they are quite generous in rewarding the rest of the participants. A Samsung K3 mp3 with goodies containing limited shirt, vouchers and stuff. What more can i ask for when the whole thing is FOC? ha.

The mp3 is pretty comparable to the ipod and i thought the features are better than the ipod itself. Quite a brand seeker when it comes to getting gadget stuff like mp3 and surprisingly the samsung k3 manage to convince me by their good individual features rather than the brand itself.

Quite a good deal after all, or i should say a great one. Thank you MTV UNSUNG HERO! Im officially JOVAN THE BEEPER. from the 3rd.

2007-09-01T12:40:00.000+08:00

It's a rare occasion to blog in the noon. I suppose my entries work better for me during the night, those emo emo and reflections entries haha. The pace is much more lighter now in holiday though i am still like having pack schedules in any other days, especially the weekends or practically the whole week la. No doubt that i am actually enjoying it, part of the enjoyment is to force myself to wake up to attend the meetings. Lots of events happened and more coming up. Lose count of it, but will get it back to track.

Hope tonight's event is gonna be so happening, yet it is going to be an embarrass one indeed. An unexpected game noob and what the shit do i have the need to rehearse over there? PRESSING A BIG BUTTON!?

2007-08-28T00:19:00.000+08:00

I can't get my eyes off the shelves when i saw this at town!

2007-08-24T13:27:00.000+08:00

FC gathering

Im such a poor chap, to the extent of having the need to play overnight majong till the next dawn to win myself ten bucks to cover for my next three meals. Funny and hilarious wednesday night though.

2007-08-16T14:25:00.000+08:00

Marina Mandarin Hotel.

2007-08-15T22:36:00.000+08:00

Let me purge out all my food poisoning.
It's gonna be an exciting event tomorrow.

2007-08-13T22:48:00.000+08:00

Should I deny the fact that being a designer actually ruin your health big time and makes you deprive on the luxury of sleeping?

Should i deny the fact that I'm blinded by passion?

2007-08-10T23:28:00.001+08:00

Lots of funny conversation tends to pop out when you are talking to one who requires lot of thinking and digesting on what you say.

We were just slacking our time off after the whole exhibition and the conversation just came up with something like this Bro A is somehow related to Bro B due to the fact that they are "同母异父"？This good friend of mine actually took lots of thorough thinking to differentiate between this term "同母异父"？

Another good friend of mine actually lowered it into simple term for her.

Same vagina but two different dick.

HA!

2007-08-06T23:00:00.000+08:00

Advertising video just submitted.
Totally drain out.
Flash Programming test tomorrow.
Tons of exhibition miscellaneous yet to be done.
Too much money spend on exhibition.
Gonna camp overnight in school tomorrow.
Friday exhibition.
Hooray.

2007-07-30T23:17:00.000+08:00

School's freaking cool for during the last six months. I just love cooping up in the video room doing editing and cutting for our ad from morning 10am right up till 7pm without resting except for lunch. The whole day just ended with a wink. The routine is still the same for tomorrow.

Its gonna be a tough two weeks before the holiday peak that we simply deserve to have.

2007-07-26T22:58:00.000+08:00

Harry Potter Fever.

Majority of them walk down the streets holding this big chunk of book on their hand but not in their bag. You get what i mean? They read their book wherever and whenever. Simply die-hard fans of Rowling's magical tales of witches and wizards, muggles and monsters. The worst scenario is to see more than 8 people reading it on the bus which is mostly likely the case that it outrash those number of ipod-user in the bus. Even my friend sitting beside me was reading it on our way home and i got choked by my saliva when i was sleeping in the bus. I coughed like shit. Haha!!

It's gonna be a cool shooting tomorrow! Filming. I miss my ah ma.

2007-07-24T22:52:00.000+08:00

Top 10 Lies told to Naive Artists and Designers - by Mark W. Lewis

1 "Do this one cheap (or free) and we'll make it up on the next one."No reputable business person would first give away their work and time or merchandise on the hope of making it up later. Can you imagine what a plumber would say if you said "come in, provide and install the sink for free and next time we'll make it up when we need a sink." You would be laughed at! Also the likelyhood is that if something important came along, they wouldn't use you.

2 "We never pay a cent until we see the final product."This is a croc, unless the person is leaving the door open to cheat you out of your pay. Virtually every profession requres a deposit or incremental payment during anything but the smallest project. Once you have a working relationship, you may work out another arrangement with a client. But a new client should not ask you to go beyond an initial meeting and, perhaps some preliminary sketches without pay on the job!

3 "Do this for us and you'll get great exposure! The jobs will just pour in!"Baloney. Tell a plumber "Install this sink and my friend will see and you'll get lots of business!" Our plumber friend would say "You mean even if I do a good job I have to give my work away to get noticed? Then it isn't worth the notice." Also the guy would likely brag to everyone he knows about how this would normally cost (X) dollars, but brilliant businessman that he is he got if for free! If anyone calls, they'll expect the same or better deal.

4 On looking at sketches or concepts: "Well, we aren't sure if we want to use you yet, but leave your material here so I can talk to my partner/investor/wife/clergy."You can be sure that 15 minutes after you leave he will be on the phone to other designers, now with concepts in hand, asking for price quotes. When you call back you will be informed that your prices were too high and Joe Blow Design/Illustration will be doing the job. Why shouldn't they be cheaper? You just gave them hours of free consulting work! Until you have a deal, LEAVE NOTHING CREATIVE at the clients office.

5 "Well, the job isn't CANCELLED, just delayed. Keep the account open and we'll continue in a month or two."Ummm, probably not. If something is hot, then not, it could be dead. It would be a mistake to *not* bill for work performed at this point and then let the chips fall where they may! Call in two months and someone else may be in that job. And guess what? They don't know you at all.....

6 "Contract? We don't need no stinking contact! Aren't we friends?"Yes, we are, until something goes wrong or is misunderstood, then you are the jerk in the suit and I am that idiot designer, then the contract is essential. That is, unless one doesn't care about being paid. Any reputable business uses paperwork to define relationships and you should too.

7 "Send me a bill after the work goes to press."Why wait for an irrelevant deadline to send an invoice? You stand behind your work, right? You are honest, right? Why would you feel bound to this deadline? Once you deliver the work and it is accepted, BILL IT. This point may just be a delaying tactic so the job goes through the printer prior to any question of your being paid. If the guy waits for the job to be printed, and you do changes as necessary, then he can stiff you and not take a chance that he'll have to pay someone else for changes.

8 "The last guy did it for XXX dollars."That is irrelevant. If the last guy was so good they wouldn't be talking to you, now would they? And what that guy charged means nothing to you, really. People who charge too little for their time go out of business (or self-destruct financially, or change occupations) and then someone else has to step in. Set a fair price and stick to it.

9 "Our budget is XXX dollars, firm."Amazing, isn't it? This guy goes out to buy a car, and what, knows exactly what he is going to spend before even looking or researching? Not likely. A certain amount of work costs a certain amount of money. If they have less money (and you *can*) do less work and still take the job. But make sure they understand that you are doing less work if you take less money that you originally estimated. Give fewer comps, simplify, let them go elsewhere for services (like films) etc.

10 "We are having financial problems. Give us the work, we'll make some money and we'll pay you. Simple."Yeah, except when the money comes, you can expect that you will be pretty low on the list to be paid. If someone reaches the point where they admit that the company is in trouble, then they are probably much worse off than they are admitting to. Even then, are you a bank? Are you qualified to check out their financials? If the company is strapped to the point where credit is a problem through credit agencies, banks etc. what business would you have extending credit to them. You have exactly ZERO pull once they have the work. Noble intentions or not, this is probably a losing bet. But if you are going to roll the dice, AT LEAST you should be getting additional money for waiting. The bank gets interest and so should you. That is probably why the person is approaching you; to get six months worth of free interest instead of paying bank rates for credit and then paying you with that money. Don't give away money.

I LIKE THIS ! =)

2007-07-14T15:02:00.000+08:00

EDS Presentation 2 is finally over! It's time to procrastinate again and I want to enjoy my weekends.

I can't imagine myself wearing the worst attire (in my life) out for yesterday's midnight movie. Gym attire with sweaty odour Ha! People have jackets for trapping heat while i have gym towel which works the same way and there they are enjoying their popcorn while i am actually enjoying my fruits.

Call me a stinko!

2007-07-08T20:57:00.000+08:00

This week was great! Lots of activities and parties going on and off. Shang's farewell party was simply cool and heart breaking due to her resignation from school, on the other part which is certainly good for her. She's a creative gem that should not limit herself within the school boundary, it's time for her to go back where she used to be ha. It was indeed a good debrief during the farewell. The firm hand shake and several things she said definitely boost you out to the peak.

Someone who deserves the respect from all the students and a good friend indeed. It's a pleasure to know someone who's humble and holds a high reputation in the design field.

I don't forsee such photos in my tertiary life ... awesome.

2007-07-03T22:20:00.000+08:00

It's still the usual school day.

But i just felt as though it's the last day of my tertiary life or some kind of graduation day.

Probably is due to the fact that she's leaving us. (the 22 cuties in class) haha!

2007-07-01T22:11:00.000+08:00

You must be thinking that they are some cool interior design company that specialise in customizing your own home sweet room, into something that you haven't see anything like this, but only when you get to know about it through my blog. =)

But that's totally wrong! They are one cool bunch of international artist from the various design field that turn this Super Duper Ultra Cool Hotel into the world's most exciting and creative lifestyle hotel! Each hotel room is an individual piece of art and the design depends on the size of the room that you are booking in.

Don't even bother to say that you've got a simply cool room! It's uncomparable. haha!. A must to stay if you are travelling to Denmark. I don't treat my room well enough but i promise to treat him better in the upcoming month, year or in ten years time?

2007-06-29T23:34:00.000+08:00

I'm like highly stress for the past few days with assignments so I thought commit suicide (like real) was the best way and i chose it on friday! It was kind of great to leave the whole of this world today for a short duration of forty five minutes and you're completely in the state of no where, not even a chance to think about if there's another dimension or where you can actually be. Just simply no where. You're just in a crap shit hollow mood.

To keep the whole entry short. They dressed you in blue coat. White cap up on your head. Dirty slippers down on the floor. Earing down in the cabinet. Up on the bed. There you go. I must said they are good at inserting needles! So wanna kiss and lick at their professional hand.

Every now and then i really appreciate what i get to see upon waking up from my deep sleep and there's a sense of blessing to welcome the whole new day which is awaiting me. It's a gain and truly it is.

Not very affected for now and of course the future of it. There will be two nurse Peh assisting me at home anyway. haha

I want nothing but my family. my close friends. hoho.

Not in a bit of emo but the fact about appreciation, self contentment and the fragile of life. =)

2007-06-27T22:32:00.000+08:00

Alright it's a bloody day! damn. Great cut.
I need 60 seconds more to type than my usual typing speed.
My index finger have to work alot more harder cos the one next to him needs lot of rest.
It's hell to type my codings assignment in this way.

2007-06-26T23:50:00.000+08:00

Tons of things to do. It's getting on my nerves.

2007-06-20T23:30:00.001+08:00

2007-06-10T22:13:00.000+08:00

I would prefer Tanjong Beach for the next sun tanning session. The breeze is cooler than any other beaches out there. The whole filming took us the whole afternoon but it wasn't very productive as I expected. Tons of NG for just merely 3 scenes shot and I've thought I had run on the beach for 2.4km after those NGssss. It was fun anyway and i've got different shades of tanned lines again.

2007-06-05T22:38:00.000+08:00

Leave all your impossible behind. You should really look around and being glad that they are still within your boundary. The world is fair.

2007-06-02T23:06:00.000+08:00

I just want to shut and get myself down to bed after those dizzy heart-stopping rides i had today. Can't take anymore rides that is so intense till the extent of flipping you over and fly by the seat of your pants, for the fact that i'm getting old. Weak heart to be precise. Though it was kind of fun with that adrenaline rushing in you which i prefer not to.

Anyway the UK Fun Fair is back again at 9th of June just beside Junction 8.

A cool new hang out place at Vila'ge ("vee-la-jey"), it sits where the Hereen - Marche used to. Food serving is kinda small but the waffle ice cream is pretty worth it. Most people would probably not even notice the difference since it shares a similar concept outlook with Marche which they are not affiliated in any way. The ambient managed to keep us there for two cool hours.

2007-05-28T23:38:00.000+08:00

I will get the whole set of it only if i strike a 100k lottery. Not forgetting to get everyone a piece for those i had promised previously.

2007-05-26T21:45:00.000+08:00

The movie that is worth the need for me to hold my bladder during the climax that lasted one hour. It's pretty weird that everyone started to laugh at Chow Yun Fat's Scene, "Welcome to Singapore." Are you one of the weirdo ?

Cool and shocking to say that it's a course outing. yea it is and that's the good thing about admitting a miserable number of forty students annually.

2007-05-22T23:29:00.000+08:00

I could remember exactly one year ago, this date. The four of us started to fight the battle together. It's now painful to see how the dates are running all over again from may.
Family comes first.

2007-05-19T22:58:00.000+08:00

Somebody's hacking my msn. I'm just suspecting.

2007-05-16T23:00:00.000+08:00

Luxurious Week.

Monday - Kbox
Tuesday - Ding Tai Feng
Wednesday - NYDC
Thursday - Broke
Friday - Broke

Didn't join them for Majong today. I don't gamble haha!

2007-05-13T22:05:00.000+08:00

I wish i could pass the flowers that i had bought personally to you.

Happy Mother's Day

Life's pretty good ever since school started. Mon,Wed and Fri are those good and happy days having lunch outside with friends or even movies. I'm kinda sick of bugis and soon it will be town. No doubt that I'm quite an anti-fast food guy. It's poisonous or i should say only for me. Anyway,those happy days are coming to an end because we love assignments.

Right now, I can feel the hot sensation that is burning within me. I feel so hot =). I could hardly sleep in peace with my hot sensation body. woo

2007-04-25T22:34:00.001+08:00

It's good to be back in school. The pace seems to be much more slower than before. You wouldn't know how stupid you are until you step out to the working society. 2 months of interns = 2 years of studies in SP and i kinda miss the molecule life at Atomzi!.

I'm becoming healthier each and everyday.

2007-04-22T21:18:00.000+08:00

"Can order choc-chip ice-cream cake from your mom?"

"I'm very proud to have a student like u. I'm sure ur mom is more proud to have a son like you."

It's the beginning and ending of the whole sms from my former teacher. I'm still pretty fortunate after all, hearing about the love one he lost 16 months ago. I was in a pretty confusion state as in how i should reply the first sms to him and it makes me down for a little in the early morning when meeting my friends.

2007-04-12T22:28:00.000+08:00

"It's Mom's Birthday"

The story goes...

One day can bend your life, and that day seemed to bend mine inexorably downward. My mum had been all over me as a kid - advice, criticism, the whole smothering mothering thing. She marked her last victory over her pain on that particular day.

She support certain illusions about her own children, we are always the best kids in the world. I liked who i was, because she did. When she passed away, so did that idea.

I have forgotten so many things in my life, yet i can remember every moment of that time with her, the people we saw, the things we discussed. When someone is in your heart, they're never truly gone.

Unappreciative people tend to mix up their priorities. Too busy. Too tired. Don't feel like dealing with it. Church? No thanks. Dinner? Sorry. Gathering? Can't do it, maybe next week.

You count the hours you could have spent with your mother. It's a lifetime in itself. There's a story behind everything. But behind all your stories is always your mother's story, because hers is where yours begin.

Nothing is more important than being filial. If you ever started regretting about the hours you could spent with her more, its too late. She's taking her last breaths.

It's your birthday mum. I love you. Happy Birthday.

120462

2007-04-10T22:46:00.000+08:00

Get a Free BJ tomorrow. =)

2007-04-07T23:57:00.000+08:00

I shall define my khakis and I as "old". No more playground to play, no tuition class for weekends to spend, no toys to make ourselves happy, no kiddy role play, no teletubbies, no barney, no high-5 and no go go power ranger. Not a mummy's boy or a daddy's girl.

In fact, now, we want to go pubbling, overseas, movies, kbox, sumptuous dinner, branded clothes from top to bottom, latest gadget on hand, cool hangout place, high class buffet and many more. It sounds so amazing going be adult-to-be.

How upset for us to realise that we didn't have any penny in our pocket. It's the problem that every teenager is facing, no should be oldies. It was till then life becomes boring cos we've got no place to go but under the shade of trees. Money. I want my youth back. I can get free balloons, happy meals from parent, free candy during frequent visit to my family doctor, free meals included everyday and that's how i spent my weekend off easily without any money spent.

2007-03-31T15:14:00.000+08:00

2 more weeks to go.

I realised how stupid i am for the past 2 years in school.

2007-02-01T22:23:00.000+08:00

I can't freaking stand people who like to blast their music in the bus/public or simply anywhere but in their own room. I felt so paranoid about this guy when he started blasting his mp3 for the whole journey in the bus. He supposely thought that everyone likes Jay Chou, Ayumi or Elva Hsiao?? What a joke. I was wondering why can't he just stuck his earphone right into his dumb ears. Even an elderly just kept on shaking his hand, what more to say about me who has been staring at him during my whole bus journey. It's too kind of him to share his music with us and broke off the silence in the public bus.

Anyway, it's Thaipusam today, where all the indians gathered around to celebrate this happening festival. I was pretty amazed by their piercing and their belief where ant and i went up close to them, spending more than one hour just to watch them galore down the streets. It traumatises us badly when we took a sip of the milky-like thing with vege, which was being distributed for free over there. The kind lady distributor said that we will ask for more after the first drink. I doubt so. haha we simply puke along the road. Just can't adapt to the sourish,salty milky drink.

2007-01-30T23:48:00.000+08:00

I'm pretty excited for tomorrow's final assignment submission. It took us like 2 months or so. It's ending tomorrow excluding the presentation on Feb6.

Price for the whole assignment - $160+.
Team Spirit - $Priceless.

2007-01-25T23:39:00.000+08:00

3D Maya finally came to an end today. Presented my 3D animation and handed for submission. It sad to say that I love 3D modelling but not animation. All thanks to animation for making me having merely 2 hours of sleep during last night.

One final major branding assignment to go.
Makan Sutra's the Gluttons Bay.
It's gonna end real soon.

LARD.LARD.LARD.LARD.LARD.LARD.LARD.LARD.GROUP.

2007-01-22T22:49:00.000+08:00

Tuesday and Wednesday class cancelled. It's good that they know our assignments are heavily overloaded. Wa Ha. I'm addicted to assignments especially the branding.

All Designers Rawk.

2007-01-21T22:43:00.000+08:00

So near yet so far. 100th day without her is tough. I just felt a sense of _______ after making a trip to visit her with my family and relatives. I just couldn't describe it. It's not sorrow but something more than that, that refreshes me and brace me up as if i'm born right on the spot today. I knew her spirit gonna live with me till the end of my life, it's that special spiritual like energy that's gonna keep me going and climb higher. =)

Reflection.
My cousin's condition makes me reflect again, about the whole idea of living in this world and how you treasure your life because who knows you might stop breathing in the next minute. Hope her condition will stop deteriorating.

Time to chiong for my assignment again. ass.

2007-01-14T23:45:00.000+08:00

I can't concentrate on my work in the middle of the night right now. My aunt is affecting me.

Year End Final Assignments Due:

Video Presentation 17/1
Audio Submission 18/1
Design Thinking's Makan Sutra Submission 18/1
Branding Design Studio (Makan Sutra) 22/1
3D Maya Submission 25/1
3D Maya Presentation 25/1

2007-01-09T23:33:00.000+08:00

RANDOM

2007-01-03T00:00:00.000+08:00

Hope i'm not too late for my first entry on 2007. It's finally a new year, 2007. I bet that last year was the worst year i ever had for my past 19 years. Don't try to understand how i feel cos no one knows. It sucks totally but there's lots of memories and hardship that is worth to remember for or that's the year where everything came to a sudden stop to my life and it changes me thoroughly.

For the new 2007, i just hope that everyone's in good health and that's it. It sounds simple yet it's hard to control either cos people tend to always leave. It's all about fate and we are always being played around with if you din realise about it.

Tons of actitivities for the past week. We had post-christmas chalet after the madness countdown for X'mas at Eil's house and i got a bearbrick for the gift exchange. It's the best chalet i ever had so far and i'm the monopoly king!

We had steamboat at Jun's place during the countdown, it doesn't look like the last day of 2006 but a new year reunion with friends. We had movie marathon and we watched shows like Initial-D ( that's when i realised the theme song sounds meaningful), Scary Movie 3 ( it's ultimate LAME), Click ( i watched it the 2nd time) and 1 litre of tears ( i fell asleep for the 4th movie). I just realised jun's dog is cute after accomodating with him for like 1o hours or so especially when it pee at the room and we guys were trying our best to pull him out from his hiding place, under the sofa in order to punish him haha.

We celebrated all the eves and countdowns at a very warm and low down manner which we never get to do it last year. Bye 2006 (fart)

2006-12-25T23:56:00.000+08:00

Spent my X'mas Eve partying with the three adorable dogs at Eilania's house, I couldn't resist playing with them for the whole night.Just got the urge to get a dog right now.

Not forgetting that the whole lot of us watched SAWIII together which was not as bloody as what i've thought.

Chalet tomorrow.

2006-12-24T15:16:00.000+08:00

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2006-12-24T00:16:00.000+08:00

Just came back from the big family gathering at Party World. I did not enjoyed myself at all though is sort of a pre christmas celebration. Shouldn't such warm gathering at such special places be held earlier? I just felt empty at the point of time.

People tend to learn from the hard way. I don't

2006-12-20T23:26:00.000+08:00

- I'm a chef-wanna-be -

2006-12-17T13:42:00.000+08:00

The video assignment for real, finally ended on friday and yea it's gonna be hell when the final audio assignment coming up next. But i love working with my group, with crazy people like us we can just start any stupid topic and joke about anytime. I have to force myself to say the local tv shows rock k. It's not a easy thing to produce a good show in terms of shooting angles and techniques. Somehow, we celebrated at the glutton's bay during the late night. Oh the service totally . . . just kinda ridiculous in a way.

Meet up with Ant and Zl to Ice Cube yesterday and i had my Cookies monster again!! i just love the crave of having stuff related to cookies and cream. The best ride i ever had this year was sitting at Zl's dad's van. i love the rocky motion when sitting behind the van, thx for the second time driving me home.

It's holiday time. yet it's hell! So much final assignments to care about. I'm lovin it.

2006-12-08T23:31:00.000+08:00

2006-12-02T18:05:00.000+08:00

49th day. I've been missing her ever since she's gone. Sorrow is the word. I wouldn't dare to recollect what we've done together in the past. I remembered what you told me at that particular day and i'm still keeping my promise and going on.

Last night was a tiring day. Went out with my bro and his gf to Kbox and had our dinner at PS. We dine at the Manhattan Fisherman's market, it was comparable to the Fish and Co we always used to have. ok new place noted, my cliques shall go there next time. haha.

We had Ben & Jerry for dessert at The Cathay and set off to Mustafa for our shopping spree till 11 plus. The products there are dirt cheap. I got so infuriated when i saw the recent pair of converse shoes that i had bought was so cheap over there. A difference of 17 bucks. **** ok it is S H I T. lol

I am so excited over this upcoming SAW III and this is what it gave me --> R21 (hell)

I love MDA! (Media Developement Authority if you are not aware of it) They are the film classiciation heros.

2006-11-26T23:26:00.000+08:00

All thanks to Rena and Zhenling for this duper ultimate great idea (above) that they helped me to brainstorm for Puma. Anyway the right pronounciation for Puma is "Pewma" Din realise that Zl can draw so well in Paint, especially the tiger running on the treadmill hahaha! where's the lady with big boobs running towards 2008 with the tag Puma on it gone to? that's our creative director rena who suggested it, zl pls initiate to draw it. There's gonna be critic session tomorrow. hoho. Critic all you want cos my work doesn't look realistic at all no matter what angle or perspective they are.

There's a new Harry's Pub branch that is going to be open at Novena Velocity!

2006-11-22T21:40:00.000+08:00

I completely enjoyed the whole campaign today. It went smoothly. Everyone took the effort to help this campaign from the balloon sculptures, pumping the balloons, planning finance stuff and to the extent of discussing where we will be going out for donations today. The whole room was filled with colour balloons and we are balloon sculpture experts right now haha.

Apparently, everyone was busy doing their part since morning and setted off to start the donation campaign at 1pm sharp. Everyone volunteered to help out anyway. There's an effort in it, though we lost to another class if i'm not wrong. But we are from the same course after all and we definitely enjoyed ourselves for those who sold the balloon sculptures at orchard road or in school. So much acting involved. lol

I just realised that there's lot of animal lovers in SP. They are so willing to donate generously with an average of $100+ in each of my friend's donation tins within 3 to 4 hours. oh Zl is a cool animal lover, she donated.

I've got the backstage crew pass.
1 and the half year more. To be precise 17 months more.
I will say it with a nice ****
Time to grow up kids. Maturity is what everyone needs.
You guys gonna break the guiness world record if it continues to persist.

2006-11-20T23:32:00.001+08:00

ok i just got this "cool" thing out in my fridge and it totally disgusted me due to it's colour and this known to be high premium dragon fruit simply dyed my hand purplish after cutting it. i ate the normal white in color before though (it sucks cos it tasted like garlic which traumatise me badly at zhaoxi's house) . Am i really that ignorant that such fruits do exist? haha

2006-11-19T23:35:00.000+08:00

Coughing the hell out of me. No ideas for PUMA. Night.

2006-11-18T21:47:00.000+08:00

Hey Leying. Seriously a big thank you. I was pretty surprised when you gave me this book as a gift apparently with no reason, although i did mention to you about this new book and that's the only author that i pay effort to read on in my life.

I roughly knew why you bought me this when I read the back review during that day, i know it's gonna make me trace back all the fond memories if i starts reading it.

For One More Day . . .

2006-11-14T23:17:00.000+08:00

Had dinner outside with my dad after the d&ad Q&A section with the guest-speaker, which we saw in Nafa yesterday and it ended around 6pm. Their passion for advertising is simply fantastic. yes that faaaantastic. get back to the point.

Both of us saw this old man who sells newspaper for a living, but he looks different now in a way that he is pushing this old baby trolley while earning his living and there's a tag hanging beside it that says:

"妈妈你在哪里?无论你在哪里,你一定要回来, 因为我 还是一个
Baby!"

I told my dad about it. Her daughter abandonded her son and never came back. Many kind parents wanted to adopt him because he just look so adorable. yes he is. But no matter what, he refused to sell him.

This world is funny. There's whole lot of people that are infertile and trying hard to get a baby but on the other side there are lots of people who are given a child but they ain't appreciating what they are having now. I guess that makes the world balance in a way.

I'm pretty tired of answering questions that should meant to be ask earlier at the right time rather than now. I just make up my mind. I gonna visit her =)

2006-11-11T21:07:00.000+08:00

I had fully make use my one week holidays slacking my days off and i felt so recharge but who knows i fell sick yesterday. I was so sick to the extent that i could hardly walk, just like a dumbo elephant. But it doesn't spoil my day actually, still i went shopping alone at Marina Square and I happened to pass by NoiseSingapore Exhibition and I went high =) Saw Wanru's work being showcase on Tv and there's wallpaper of her work too.

My whole night was spent over at Settlers Cafe playing and that's when i decided to see a doctor after that at around 11pm. Sore throat has always been my good friend since young.

Just how stupid can i be? I actually miss the invitation mail send by Noise Singapore and i literally miss it and get to saw it today in my junk. haha. I was so confused when Wanru asked me why i didn't attend on Thurs which i practically miss out checking my junk mail last week.

2006-11-07T00:06:00.000+08:00

I'm dead tired after spending the whole day out to get back the adrenaline rush which i always use to have in the past. The buffet at Sakura is definitely not worth the price for me to go to because i don't eat SUSHI. I've only ate it once before in my life time. Twenty two bucks is just so not worth it for me. I wouldn't want to go if it's not for the sake of the class gathering.

There's literally lots of conflict going on before some decided to settle down with me at the Settlers Cafe. I'm sure everyone reached the climax of laughter with the "dog bone" game. I just went crazy over there and my throats hurt now. We kept on extending our time duration over there like two hours more?

Creative Media Design/2B01 - Love & Hate.

I love to be in this course.
I hate to be in this class at times. I hate the way people think, their selfishness, their center minded mentality, the pre-conflicts that gonna happen over things, their weird mind, and ya tons of it more. Forget it people, just study for one and the half year more and get your Diploma done. Nobody will appreciate the things you did for the class anyway, conflicts just love our class =) It takes a hard time to pamper everyone in the class and give them a satisfactory ending. Just don't do anything. There's waaaaaaaayyy lots of meaningful things for you to do and cherish. I just felt so sorry for people who take initiative and to people who are innocently accussed of.

I have a GREAT DAD!

2006-10-31T22:34:00.000+08:00

I'm having great phobia going to hospital. I literally felt so weak and numb in my whole body when i went today.I was shivering and having goose bump all the way.

2006-10-07T13:38:00.000+08:00

As usual, my intuition is right and it happened. I hope there's a better tomorrow. =)

2006-10-02T23:28:00.000+08:00

The world is real small. Went to millenia walk to check out some stuff with sandra and had my Mcflurry at Mac cos i had a craving for OREO at that point of time. I caught alvina and xinjie hiding away trying to scare us but it failed anyway. Cos i just scanned them out easily with my big eyes =), minying and adela were doing some shopping at there too and they were pissed by us i guessed cos we irritated them haha!. But i got so excited when i met onto my bud chiyong and amanda with their group of friends at cityhall and yea the same old thing he GRABBED me ok! haha and we met our juniors at the citylink walkway. Full of coincidence today =)

I bought four big bars of Meiji Chocolates for Wanjun and Laimun as a children's day gift haha!! cos we've been celebrating it since sec days. I just couldn't understand the thought of Meiji Chocolate reminds me of Rena and Sab. Dun talk about KinderSurprise, it reminds me of a hot kid girl jumping here and there forcing me to buy for her. Haha!!

Where's the one who used to lead a happy go lucky life?
I want it back.

2006-10-01T12:55:00.000+08:00

2006-09-30T21:41:00.000+08:00

Finally this huge banner was put up, after lots of changes was done and requested by my bosses! One of them even make a "PUI" remark on this final banner when his idea was being rejected by the director (which i think his idea is not workable too) I'm not really please with this banner actually and i realisedthat "When designing stuff under certain restrictment pose by people, the end product is definitely not the one which you want it to be at all" This is because there's a need to consider about the budget and how long the banner is going to be put up etc .

I still prefer my initial work that i presented to them though.
The credit for the picture taken goes to Sandra.

2006-09-27T23:00:00.000+08:00

When you are nice to people, there will be lots of people waiting to be nice to you.

Nothing matters to me anymore.

2006-09-25T22:32:00.000+08:00

I was dismissed like 3 hours earlier during the first day of school? I was taking train to somewhere when Otaku requested to go Tiong Bahru Plaza out of the sudden, 5 seconds before we reached the Tiong Bahru Station. We had a long chat during our one hour shopping before i went off for something and I could say that he really understand me well. Definitely my best buddy mate in poly. woo Otaku.

At this moment, I really need to put down lots of stuff aside. There will always be another chance waiting for me, but there won't be any chance if I lose something. =)

Anyway, my EX had a very good sum up on her 19th birthday surprise which i totally agree that it was near to 99.9% success on that day. Check out her "WOAH" birthday entry at http://missrena.blogspot.com . The entry is just too perfect that i dont wanna blog an entry again about how her birthday was spent at here =). Will upload her Xiao Rau Zi and Rau Mo Mo's biography here soon.

2006-09-21T23:13:00.000+08:00

I've reached my ultimate limit towards religion stuff. Don't ask me to give you a number of 1 to 5 on how near god is to you. PLEASE! Don't ever try to insult other's religion and make a crap out of it because you are such a moron if you do that. Yea humans have SINS! that makes god and human different? You are creating more sins if you are insulting other's religion! Oh ya please save paper, don't draw unnecessary stuff and explain it to me cos i might lose control and critic about your drawing and your design instead of getting influence by you!

"Have you ever wonder why there is earth and then sun and then moon? because they are the one who created it." How are you so sure that they are the one creating it but not the "others" who created it. You must had met them before right!?. In regards of the sun, i must really thank you for creating 10 sun in the past and really thanks HOU YI for shooting 9 of them down. Is HOU YI somehow related to you guys?

I do have my own belief and i frankly think that i believe on things that are more physical which you can feel, like family bonds and not about totally relying all on god. They are just a source of supporting tool and to help guiding you to a comfort zone. I'm not criticising on any religion but just on that particular BIG number of people who are so influential to a extent that it really pissed me off in and out. They are just totally about god and simply nothing else. Apprarently, i am refering to that group of community. I couldn't understand why they are so engross about it as if they had met them UP there before.

I have my rights to believe on my own religion or other religion that i am very open with and i do believe that there are such existence but please don't ever try to influence and affects my family members.

My brother said: "Catch them all to SIAO LANG GENG" haha!

2006-09-19T22:24:00.000+08:00

The day had finally ended and i was pretty shock that some of the bosses drove me out of Sp to have lunch with them during the last two days. I received treats like lunch, chocolates, hot milo and even chicken drumstick!! One of them still have Friendster with an age of 60 years old.

Anyway, i just had my hot bath and i heard some thunderous sound out in the sky. I was trying to catch a glimpse of what's out there from my toilet's window and i realise Esplanade is having fireworks again. yea again. I dun think anyone knows there will be firework because it's specially for the IMF i think! They are big people =). Real big.

I saw heqiang. Sitting on a trishaw. At where?

TV

2006-09-18T22:26:00.000+08:00

I just felt so blessed and peace today, indeed a role model in my eyes. I'm like so troubled for the past weeks cos i felt totally heavy with my brain,chest, leg,body system and just everything. Just can't put them into words. I felt just like i'm "constipating" everything to myself. I've no idea how i should put it in a way or start talking about it

Tomorrow is gonna be the last day of my work! I complained so much about certain stuff but i do found some precious colleague at there and sort of unbearable to leave them. I've prepared some little gifts for them tomorrow hoho. I thought it's a polite way to bid them goodbye =D

It's good that sch's reopening. How i wish it arrives earlier so that i can have more time for people and myself. I definitely have more time for my family and friends when school starts. Working is just a no no to me right now. Although i already adapted to that kind of life.

I miss my peeps again. When are we meeting before my school starts? =)

2006-09-13T23:04:00.000+08:00

Someone messaged me and it hit me hard in msn. I've no idea how i should reply. Appear offline is the best way.

By the way, i can't check my results yet. What does it shows? The system suck.